Birds of the same feathers flock together?

We met again after so many years at yet another funeral. Yup isnt it sad but so true?

I have alot of cousins but I dont recognise any of them. Neither do they recognise me and my siblings.

Unlike my gradma's funeral which was about 6 years ago, I managed to interact with quite a number of them though there were some whom were absent. Surprisingly, I also managed to interact with quite a number of my uncles and aunties. Has my company changed me to become a more people person or was it because I am much older and have more common topic with them? Or worst, was it because I have become a stewardess and they are curious about my life and thats why they open up to me?

I really dont know the answer to my question. But if being a stewardess could help you to bridge the gap with everybody, it is not entirely a bad thing. Even if your relatives talk to you just because you have become a stewardess, I wouldnt really mind that much. (Though deep down I do mind abit heez...)

But during these 2 days when I am at the wake, the cousins whom my siblings and I can really clique with is my most handsome cousin, Cavell. Towards the end, though we managed to clique with more cousins I also noticed a trend.

Those people whom clique with us are not the bookworms. Apparently, we are all the heck care type of people and the BTC (Not Book the cook la but buay tak chek - Academic Idiots). So is it really true that birds of the same feathers flock together?

That I am not sure too. Perhaps if given a few more days we would be able to psycho the bookworms to join us. Or at least I am quite confident I will be able to get the bookworms to open up to me too.

Sometimes I really wished I could have more chance to interact with all my cousins. I think most of them are fun to hang around kind of people but too bad. This will always be an impossible dream. For most of them I will only get to see them at perhaps the next funeral or hopefully wedding (Which I really doubt so). Or maybe in future, I should be more active by attending all family functions like my great grandparents or grandparent's death anniversaries. Then again will they be there too?

Sounds bleak? Not really too.... I managed to get Cavell's Facebook and number!!!! Yup so from now onwards we will be in touch. Not so bad afterall right? No fish but at least you get a shrimp. Whahahhaahhaa!~

There goes my 2009 goals

Its November and I realised that I have not really attained most of my 2009 goals. Things get even worst when I failed my driving test today. Yup I know I shouldnt expect much on my 1st attempt but somehow I just feel so fucked up. ARGH!!!! I can only retake my exam sometime in late Jan 2010.

Somehow I felt much much better after talking to Patrick. Isnt it weird? Why am I able to relate better to people whom is always so far away from me?

Anyway Patrick is a friend of mine from Germany whom is crazy about Singapore (something that I really dont understand) and he will be coming to Singapore sometime in end December. There are so many things to be done and hopefully it will be a great trip for him.

Ah well, at least there's something nice for me to look forward before end of 2009. Still 23rd Novemeber 2009 SUCKS BIG TIME!

P/s: My 5th uncle from my dad's side passed away this morning. I am not affected by this since we were not close, but perhaps it is also a blessing that I didnt get my license on this day. (Gosh! I cant believe I am trying to find this kind of sucky excuse to get away my failure.)

God bless my uncle and may you live in your paradise.

I need Ms. No. 7

I need Ms. No. 7 really badly........

But I still gotta wait for another 1 month before seeing her. Goodness... What a long wait.

Can I endure that long with my crazy December schedule?

Helppppppppppp!!!!

I need a massage really really badly! Ms. No. 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The batchie season

My Novemeber roster is totally horrible but on a brighter note, I get to meet up with quite a few of my batchies.

Did flights with Jasper and Xuefen.

Attended Airbus 330 conversion with Joey and Xuefen again.

And somehow unexpectedly, saw Dinesh before he flew to Perth.

The feeling of meeting up with batchmates is almost like seeing your own family members except that this time round it is in working environment.

Even though all of us has changed quite abit in terms of both outlook and the insides, we were still able to clique. Perhaps even better than our training days. Weird isnt it? Maybe flying has changed all of us.

Flight from Zurich to Singapore with Jasper.

Party with Jasper and very very high ZRH crew- Jocelin @ Phuture, Zouk.

Jarkarta & Bangkok link turnaround with Xuefen. (Ok I know my hair is weird coz I was having bad hairday on that particular day)

Airbus 330 conversion tiring 3 days course with Xuefen and Joey.

Somehow we saw Dinesh at NTUC before he flies to Perth and that was after I filed my lost handphone report. Yup I lost my beloved phone. SIGH! But it wasnt that bad afterall I think. At least we get to take a picture with Dinesh.

A part of me has died

A part of me has died. Sounds depressing? Not really.

I used to drink and love to drink. But I almost threw up after somebody accidentally poured whisky into my glass of green tea when I was out clubbing last night. I must have drank too much for the past fortnight. I hate the smell of alcohol now. So I take that this is going to be something postitive for my liver.

But I love clubbing now (I used to hate it).

Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me? Am I having some kind of identity crisis in life?

I am still trying to figure it out. But I have problems recalling the very last time when I felt happy and free. It must have been many many years ago...........